So many things i never spoke out
Maybe because i didn't know how
Last words were you should go now
Those were the words that i wrote down
Down the road with my ol' pal
Missing the times when we would roll out and blow clouds
If it could be as simple let me know now
Started with a dream, i guess we grown now
People becoming profiles
Most of my ties been severed
Already lost count, momma goes out
That old prose where you growing up all alone in a ghost town
Poppa had his own trials so he went and bounced, i'm a young child
Wild
Faded often like fuck it if takes to an early coffin
'Cos being awake is something i can't take with these losses
So easier to escape when it's awkward
Hiding behind a face can make you nauseous
A couple of abused hearts and changing corners
I begged you would've kept it back in august
Never felt like i belonged, i just got along regardless
But see myself become more distant, making me heartless
When your thick skin becomes your prison, i'm a martian
An easy target, that's why i keep a guard up
When i don't even wanna, you can see i'm starving
You see the lane, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
Seasons change, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
I'll be on my way, man i really hate goodbyes
My aunty should've stayed
Uncles flew to canada but me i'm not afraid
I'm fighting for my fucking pride, i'm fighting everyday
Don't let nobody tell you shit is how i learned to play
Make my fist into a ball 'cos i don't know what to say
Do i step inside the storm or leave without a trace
Leave a comment on the page, the lines are always vague
I'm between continents
As they throwing shade
Tried to gain confidence
Light up on the stage
Honeys gave me compliments
Relying on the wave just find out one day
Nothing good last forever, when deep down i am hoping that it does
Feel like these scars held me together while
The pain is something i can never run
You see the lane, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
Seasons change, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
You see the lane, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
Seasons change, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
You see the lane, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
Seasons change, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
You see the lane, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
Seasons change, but you feeling strange
Cos it's not the place that you're looking for
It's not the place that you're looking for
I wanna feel the things that i see in others
But i'm scared i'm repeating a past that keeps me from it
Read the map like am i missing something?
Starting to understand the repercussions
Yeah, i need the instructions on how to need if that makes sense
The cards been dealt, i'm trying to see and maybe make friends
Instead of wondering where our days went
I'm ready to jump, you just say when
Said i'm ready to jump, you just say when