I feel the blood rushing up, the words from you like a blow to the sternum. I can't hold back now, my mouth is watering two fold. With the flavor of myself in the meaning. I lost my head again. Where did we go wrong. My concern. I lost my head again, But this time the apology is written across your face with nnhealed lacerations. As I choke on the things I wish I had said blame me And go ahead with your life as you always did. And force my stomach to purge the words I might have eaten In a victorious feat of self indulgence. I simply lost my head again. I lost it all when I heard your voice in a tone like the storm that never strays. From the sepulcher I call my mind. Sentiments of you they will never stray