Sometimes - i can almost feel you wrapped around my life - Squeezing tight your thighs shallow breathing and blacklight lust - Gives way as I'm coated in cremation dust Step by step I walk to the edge - death by death I live again Why is everything I do just fodder for your scorn - I'll wait for you to change before I'll drop my mask Addiction is my scapegoat - you're too fresh in my veins Too weak to resist - and too tired to complain Watching the time pass away like parents at a newborns wake Unfair punishments in the form of tragedy - like what you've fucking done to me Swollen from the liquids - I'll wring you out of me And keep what's left of a memory - eyes blurry as you take Away my sympathy Next time I try to reconcile - how I feel about this world of Pain I've made I'll learn that I'm not as strong - and the feelings I had for you were so fucking wrong