This is the way I get when im unhappy with myself I feel my mistakes pounding into my lead Lying to my conscience believing I was misled theres things I've learned since timess passed on still I hurt when will regret be gone gone are the days of feeling good within my soul and ill gain self respect by gaining self control I've got a feeling that I can beat this game then I wont have why do I do the wrong things over and over again when it seems the outcome never makes any sense I've got a feeling that i can beat this game then I wont have to feel the shame