I make social subtractions I cumulate the awkward, the occasions Equation, the lone soldier Unnamed, anonymous Faceless in the crowd In the crowd And my passion for control, for control My love affair with steel In this unstable narrow circle Drawn at the limit of my insecurity, my insecurity I have a space, secluded Where I stand in strength I have control and define all variables I play God, my only kingdom, my lonely Lonely And this profound level of unworthiness Has triggered my social disconnection My last physical presence My now absence