Running after time The time I don't have Chasing my tail, facing the wall The one that I've built over time ♪ Adding tasks and expectations to the list Making it so impossible to reach the top ♪ Still, I find myself trying so hard to climb it The collapse and the guilt The sense of failure For not reaching it Constantly preoccupied Planning all the moments to come I forgot how to live in the moment ♪ How to enjoy the now Lost in my days and out of breath ♪ Yet, I feel worthless When I allow myself to rest ♪ Going through the motions Buried within layers of indifference ♪ All I see is in monochrome Everything feels like a chore ♪ This beast of my own making that I despise I'm empty ♪ Reflecting on the past I want I want to bring back the drive