Crows feet tracks leave gouges in skin Another day passes where I couldn't make you smile A new ache reaches down and twists off my head The dead marrow refreshed by dialysis I remember when we were in love But time has taken that from us Cut out a bigger missing piece And try to fit into someone, else Estrangement is our new normal Too scared to leave, But so hard... to stay I have pictures - of who we once were That life is over - that time is past Looking for ourselves - in someone else Constant Autumn