Rolled my eyes before
Ain't used the light before
Broke your heart
But it was never my intention
I drank and drove before
Forgot the Lord before
Had in store
Warm brows and bottles to surrender
Though I left the pain in the downfall
I'm all for a change after all
I'm not the girl I was
I had my run
I hope you'll understand
The state I'm in
I don't want to hold back anymore
Now I know I'm not the girl I was
Ran on pills before
My hands were still before
Lost my dreams
In every battle for creation
Had no peace before
Counted the weeks before
Winds or leaves
Covering my own imagination
I'm all for a change after all
I'm not the girl I was
I had my run
I hope you'll understand
The state I'm in
I don't want to hold back anymore
Now I know I'm not the girl I was
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I'm not the girl I was
I had my run
I hope you'll understand
The state I'm in
I don't want to hold back anymore
Now I know I'm not the girl I was