What I keep in my night table drawer You wouldn't like to know And you wouldn't wanna see Where I go in my dreams If I sleep at all You, you never try to get me You just wanted to have me You have me And you, you don't even taste me You just eat and digest me So I compose my cold, beaten bones Into a lovely fake Something nice to be around Something easy to hold A simple choice to make You, you never try to get me You just needed to have me You have me And you, you don't even taste me You just eat and digest me I hope you don't mind I leave traces behind A girl in the snow Maybe I'm scared I won't find my way back When you finally decide I should go Why, why would you try to get me When all you need is just a lovely fake For your wall