My baby's got a girl in California
Holding my salvation in her eyes
Found another reason to ignore I
Gotta find a way to speak my mind
My baby's got a history of lying
So I lie here waiting for the truth
Found my faith in wishing I was dying
Thinking about the rush I felt
The rush I felt with you
The rush I felt with you
The rush I felt with you
The rush I felt with you
My baby only shows up after midnight
I only ever see him in the dark
He told me I look best in the moonlight
'Cause he likes it when I fall apart
But sometimes I wonder if everything's fate
Then I wake up alone and the world around me shakes
I don't feel alive without going insane
It's that rush I felt
The rush I felt with you
The rush I felt with you
The rush I felt with you
The rush I felt with you
But if I cover my eyes and hold my breath
Then maybe I can hold on to what is left
And maybe I can pretend I don't regret
Letting you go, letting you go, letting you
Cover my eyes, pretend I'm gone
Then maybe I can get home until the dawn
And maybe I can forget that it was wrong
Letting you go, letting you go, letting you
But if I cover my eyes and hold my breath
Then maybe I can hold on to what is left
And maybe I can pretend I don't regret
Letting you go, letting you go, letting you
Cover my eyes, pretend I'm gone
Then maybe I can get home until the dawn
And maybe I can forget that it was wrong
Letting you go, letting you go, letting you
Cover my eyes, pretend I'm gone
Then maybe I can get home until the dawn
And maybe I can forget that it was wrong
Letting you go, letting you go, letting you go