Never came to be Aware of true me Thriving in the dismay Where fear burns my eyes Still I know the word I've been blessed by grace Yet I long for a mane to keep me warm I rake the sand in me A brighter tone of grey Coming from the horizon Of the fateful span Gratitude and shame Shake hands in me truly And I wait for the grey to reel away Deeper into the hay The ray, it swarms tonight Catching my skin in shade I never thought it'd come Just tonight, fill my sight And melt the grey away I rake the sand in me A milestone in grey Came in days too early To face all that light A permission to stay In gratitude and joy And I wait for the grey to reel away To swirl in the span of Depleting time It swallows the time of Our being in dismay We're all in swirl of Sunlight and dismay The ray of grace it Still prevails