The foretaste and aftermath of what is always going on A terminal stage of a wasting disease Void of past Life was a desert and be desert again Waiting for some bastard to come I can't complain There is no other way The devil takes the hindmost, ah A man might die He can't stay I'm going to leave just everything Like a child who is beaten everyday Doesn't know to behave Just cower and cringe Why did you call? The shutting off of your breath The stopping of blood I don't belong here French leave, they say Underneath it's all dead No friendship or sympathy The pain stops Why not? A whore is never too tired to open her legs You mirror all the images of my morose soul No right Wake up, wake up, wake up Exposing the foul words Of whore Nina, wake up Wake up, see girl Sobbing with rage, my sweet girl If anything should happen I would never forgive myself Wisdom of fanatic A litany Drifting around like I slowly rot Why did I believe her Why did you call up The infinitude emptiness Stand up, stand up Stand up, stand up, waiting Call, call, call up, say Falling away Why did you fall in love Why did you fall in love with me