I am scared of my own feelings
I never thought I'd feel so vulnerable again
Sorry if I'm way too needy
Sometimes I feel like I am locked up in my head
I don't wanna drown in sorrow
I don't wanna hate me all night long
I don't wanna drown in sorrow
Digging up the feelings I'm hiding from
I'm looking under the surface of it all
And I keep watching myself from below
Fighting shivers
Panic to the core
I cannot tell the last time
I felt so insecure
It's hurting like hell, no I don't wanna dance
'Cause everyone is watching me now
No I'm not ashamed, just don't wanna pretend
Feeling lonely in the crowd
I don't wanna drown in sorrow
I don't wanna hate me all night long
I don't wanna drown in sorrow
Digging up the feelings I'm hiding from
I'm looking under the surface of it all
And I keep watching myself from belong
I don't wanna drown in sorrow
I don't wanna hate me all night long
I don't wanna drown in sorrow
Digging up the feelings I'm hiding from
I'm looking under the surface of it all
And I keep watching myself from below