The day I met you I thought
My quest had found its end
But now it's hello bottom
My cold dark friend
You are like tidal waves
Got me carried away
And left me devastated
So I can barely stay
What is this feeling?
This god damn emptiness inside
Do you believe in
Silver linings?
No not tonight
Push me into the sea
I can't promise you to swim
It's getting hard to breathe
And you're just watching me, struggling
The most painful words that I've ever heard
Let's rather be friends
You showed me how much I could hurt
I turn around and confess
This is it I guess
I'm sick of this pervasive pain
But still I try to breathe again
I'm tired of this endless game we play
All these dues I have to pay
I drown in pain
But one fine day
I'll leave, you'll stay
I've realized you're not that someone
To help me swim
And the water is so fucking cold
You left me in
I think it might be better
Without feelings, try to forget her
Thoughts over thoughts running through my head
About you and me instead
Everyone said we had it
Now that's a bit dramatic
This push and pull was never fair
But I'm too tired to even care
I'm sick of this pervasive pain
But still I try to breathe again
I'm tired of this endless game we play
All these dues I have to pay
I drown in pain
But one fine day
I'll leave, you'll stay
There's one hope
Call it wishful thoughts
That someday, yeah someday
We will re-do
And I will miss you
And you will miss me
At least in our dreams
I'm sick of this pervasive pain
But still I try to breathe again
I'm tired of this endless game we play
All these dues I have to pay
I drown in pain
But one fine day
I'll leave, you'll stay