Please excuse me while i vent
Yo i need airing out
I got somethings inside my thoughts
I need to let 'em out
When my brothers
Went to prison
I felt lonely again
When my auntie
Went to heaven
It was painful again
And now I'm running to the music
When I'm needing to vent
My mom still on drugs
Will it ever end
I don't wanna fall in love
Don't need that pain again
Too many nights of feeling pain
Don't need the pain again
And my sister lost her kids
Because of drug habits
Diamond chain on my neck
I wish you would snatch it
I know some people where I'm from
Boy don't lose your life
My cousin Dan
He only 30
And he's losing life
Many nights i cried
I don't wanna see it
I cried so many nights
I don't wanna believe it
My grandmother
Getting sick now
I know her time
Getting thin now
And I'm just out here in the zone
So i can buy my dad a home
Before he dead and gone
Y'all don't understand my pain
No Rosetta Stone
My brother committed murder
Never coming home
And i be driving through my city
When it's late at night
A cop behind me
And I'm hoping he don't take my life
He might shoot me
Cause I'm black
And say i made the move
And then I'm dead
One in the head
And now I'm on the news
You're known as an RnB artist mainly
I'm like one of the few people that know
About your rapping
And I'm hearing some of the stuff
You about to drop
And you always been cold at rapping
But to the world
You're known as RnB
So i can't wait for people to hear
The rapping side
Because it's hard
Remember sleeping on my aunties couch
Remember sneaking many girls inside of grandma's house
Remember starving on my own
Nobody helping me out
Remember being all alone
And I ain't wanna come out
Either dead or jail
I ain't want non of that
I had music
I had dreams
And it kept me from that
Late night
I leave my house
And i pray I come back
Zimmerman
Killed Trayvon
So he never went back
Y'all never knew
When i was giving up and losing hope
As a kid
I seen my brother sell my mother dope
I never had a silver spoon
I was born broke
As a man
I made the plan
That i can't die broke
There were so many days
Summertime and no AC
There were so many nights
When i didn't know if i would eat
Yo i was falling down
Gotta stand tall on my feet
Don't give up when times get rough
Yo
Believe in all your dreams
Never give up
Keep going
I promise you can do it
Life is short man
You gotta love while you can
Because tomorrow may not be the plan
Please excuse me while i vent to you
I got so much i hold in
Please excuse me
Please excuse me
Please excuse me
While i vent to you