I go inside, my eyes struggle to adjust I decide I can't take it out on you I imagine how you smell, how only you understand That it eats me up inside, every morning every night Words come out without a second thought Steady, unrelenting like a knife How lucky I am you consider my lack of skill endearing How lucky I am you consider my lack of skill endearing Words escape my mouth And then the sky falls on top of me It all just makes me sick, really I pretend not to be present Words come out without a second thought Steady, unrelenting like a knife How lucky I am you consider my lack of skill endearing How lucky I am you consider my lack of skill endearing Words escape my mouth And then the sky falls on top of me