It was then I learned what was really expected of me I carried myself out of the room Licking the fire from my fingers Laughing with lowered eyes You know that's how I roll I speak when I'm spoken to Random snowflakes spiral in the air Fiery wide-eyed piece of misery Fiery wide-eyed piece of misery Their words mechanical Lengthen like shadows at dusk Their obviously memorized Gestures feed my lust I sit still in my chair Digging my nails in my hands Hoping for no prying eye While I bite my tongue Fiery wide-eyed piece of misery Fiery wide-eyed piece of misery I whisper everything In case nobody wants to hear it I make myself small and invisible Don't let it fool you