I have come to the point where I no longer refuse To look myself straight in the eye Can I do more than I try or do I have to try more? These feelings of doubt nullified So now I search for what I really feel Heart revealed So surreal I am swinging between independent and crazy While I suddenly realize There is no need for this great divide What I think I know no longer can suffice So now I search for what I really feel Heart revealed So surreal As I crave for company I enjoy the silence in between Friends surrounding me Yet solitude is overwhelming Self imposed quarantine Quarantine So now I search for what I really feel Heart revealed Search for what I really feel Heart revealed So surreal