So what if we was undeniably wasted? And everything was meaningless to me? I remember when you said You knew what it was like to be dead Now I do And that's no thanks to you Everybody thinks they know what the deal is And nothing's irreversible 'Cause we are free But everywhere it smells like death Don't you know that God gave you breath? Man I do And I'm not lying to you when I say Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid But is it easier to live One foot in the grave? I don't know if I know But I don't think it's so And I don't think it's right What if we was laid out cold on the table? What if we was honest for once and then you'd see? I remember crying out Malfunctioning and then dying out Man, I'm through And I'm grateful to you When I say I'm filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid Filthy and afraid