Followin' the black cloud that follows me You can't rain on my parade, I'm already sinkin' I fixate on my agony My mood's a swing set and it's sent me spinnin' I try to take a breath Got the world's hands wrapped around my neck Asphyxiatin' All I know is this vicious circle For better or worse, I heal then I hurt I can't let go All I know is this tornado It storms through my soul, it tears through it all It won't let me go Borrowin' an old feelin' to cover the pain Can't keep memories of only the good things Mistakes to keep me awake Sweet amnesia, I need you again I try to take a breath Got the world's hands wrapped around my neck Excruciatin' All I know is this vicious circle For better or worse, I heal then I hurt And I can't let go All I know is this tornado It storms through my soul, it tears through it all It won't let me go What's it gonna take to make all this pain go away? It's dizzyin', I feel it when I fall I feel everythin' or I feel nothin' at All I know is this vicious circle For better or worse, I heal then I hurt I can't let go All I know is this tornado It storms through my soul, it tears through it all It won't let me go