Jaundiced jig-saw puzzle looking for a fight Please kick me hard so I can sleep softly tonight Take apart my heart and fit i back together Before I shoot my wad of curdled milk into the gutter And if you only knew If you only knew You would have to And if you only knew If you only knew You would be glad to Expose me to the hungry elements Show me the footage of my tried tied and tangled hands And umbrage to my heroes so gallant and gangrenous Pull them out by the roots and take away my dead limbs And if I only knew If I only knew You wouldn't have to And if I only knew If I only knew I wouldn't ask you to There's a prank caller in my muddy mouth Who gives me the spirits that I cannot spit out So when I shake with strychnine clench my teeth and my muscles dance Will you follow my suit how far will you chase my ambulance And if you only knew If you only knew How much I hate it here And if you only knew If you only knew You wouldn't try to keep me here