It's not good enough again, licking wounds and sleeping in
The past may never be mine again, but I don't mind if you don't mind
But It takes everything I have to keep good intentions from going bad
Pacing the road less traveled alone and contemplating on going home
But now that house is just that: a familiar chill and a welcome mat
I find it harder to react when the path is gone and I can't go back
(Suddenly nowhere felt like home, but suddenly I could do this on my own)
I'm trying to be a coastal city, have the whole world in front of me
Always home, and always on the edge of the unknown
So if you're trying to be a coastal city, come rock the boat with me
Because I need it now more than I ever did before
(More than I ever did before)
But a body peacefully at rest left dangerous craters in my bed
And everything we never said keeps these fumes going to my head
Rumor has it that I'm breaking and rumor has it that I broke
Rumor has it that I'll choke (what if I need you?)
But rumor has it wrong
(Yeah rumor has it wrong)
Because I, I'd lift you up if that was enough
Still cold to the touch, but I, I'm warming up. I'm warming up
Still cold to the touch, still
I'm trying to be a coastal city, have the whole world in front of me
Always home, and always on the edge of the unknown
So if you're trying to be a coastal city, come rock the boat with me
Because I need it now more than I ever did before
(More than I ever did before)