You stumbled drunk in kitchen and found your mother's pills I read about you in the paper, all about how you'd fallen ill Left for school in the city, You wanted something new Sleep would come and go And i know you dreamt of what he'd done to you You wish you could drown in the bathtub Would be nice to die in peace Wish you had the courage to go, My love I know it's not easy to leave Forget me nots were not enough You fell out of love Tried your best to remember What it felt like to live Back when things seemed to matter Tried and loved and thought you meant it Now you're stuck in your bell jar Trying hard not to breathe Back at home for the summer, you haven't slept in weeks Fix your head It's been a long year. Fix your head You'll wind up dead.