Feeling of intoxication is taking over me
I can see the colors brighter the sounds are getting louder
My judgements been mediocre at best
I contest to staying sober
My mind tends to wander
At night I feel alive
Free from the hold that's been keeping me under
I'm figuring out who I use to be
I never thought I'd change for anyone
Look who I've become
I'm a wreck, I'll admit
These drinks taste better on my lips
When you're not around to tell me that I'm not worth it
We weren't perfect
But what did you expect from me?
I'm just a lost cause, or it was a long shot
I'm washing down the memories
I'm figuring out who I use to be
I never thought I'd change for anyone
Look who I've become
I'm a wreck, I'll admit
These drinks taste better on my lips
When you're not around
I take one shot to even things out
By two shots, I'm wondering how I ever made it out of that hell
And was able to maintain so well
But, I think we're on to something
Yeah, I guess we're on to something now
I'm figuring out who I use to be
I never thought I'd change for anyone
Look who I've become
I'm a wreck, I'll admit
These drinks taste better on my lips
When you're not around
When you take the blame off me
Just maybe then you'll see