I can feel it building up
When the wall come crashing down around me
The more I stay the harder it gets to leave
This pyramid built on broken promises is the only reason
I'm still waiting and contemplating
What to do with my next move
My visions impaired
I'm feeling senseless, young and reckless
My mind is an awful place filled with razor blades that cut right through
When I think of where I'll be in ten years
Cause right now it doesn't seem clear
Who'd ever thought you'd have me in this deep
I've been trying to surface but the weight of the pressure is just to much to keep
My mind is an awful place filled with razor blades that cut right through
When I think of where I'll be in ten years
Cause right now it doesn't seem clear
Now all you're trying to do is keep me in the mood for another case of cancer
It started in my bones until it felt alone
To haunt everything that mattered
Believe me, this is not what I intended this to be
Now the nights of the unknown are the only reason I hold on