Are you ever sad for no reason
Like your world is falling apart
Like someone's reached through you
And ripped out your entire heart
Am I the only one who feels like
Everything that's good can't be true
Cause the past has given me trust issues
And it's just not something I can work through
I wanna be the best
I wanna be clever and smart
I wanna make something you'd hear
And be like hey that sounds like art
I don't wanna die alone
I just want somewhere to call home
Can you see me now living breathing and deceiving
Painting a picture with my words
Trying to make sense of all this hurt but I can't
Maybe I just wanna be heard
Maybe I just wanna fly like a bird
Maybe I wanna reach places I never thought I could
But always felt like I would
One day I'll realize I'm becoming the person That I despise
And one day I'll realize that this mountain
Is just too tall for me to climb and I'm starting to think
Yes I'm starting to think
Maybe you're the reason my ship started to sink