I shouldn't care about the things they say but I do
And I can't blame you
Cause this pain comes from deep inside
And their words come for me when I lay in bed a night
Despite the good things that I am told
This struggle it will come and it will grab a hold
Of my body and my soul
Taking control
And I just can't let go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
They say you gotta let go
But I say just know
That its just not that easy
They say you gotta let go
But I say just know
That its just not that easy
Through all this pain I have survived I've learned
How to carry on
When everything is at its worst
And I just can't seem to get a grip on this curse
Thats when the devil will taunt me
But I can't take the bait
Cause if I do that'll seal my fate
And the door it will lock behind me
But I won't let him defy me
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
They say you gotta let go
But I say just know
That its just not that easy
They say you gotta let go
But I say just know
That its just not that easy