Every time I drive my car I think it's gonna crash Guess it's not nice to say I never thought we'd last Why am I alone in the end? I scare away my only friends Why do we pick flowers? Instead of letting them grow Keep on counting hours To a deadline unknown Guess I'm just sad in December Hope no one remembers I picked flowers Instead of letting them grow I have so much to say But the words won't make a sound I thought that I could break it My delusions talk too loud This is why I'm lonely again My memories become my own end Why do we pick flowers? Instead of letting them grow Keep on counting hours To a deadline unknown Guess I'm just sad in December Hope no one remembers I picked flowers Instead of letting them grow It's 7 am but I'm falling asleep Everything I say is on repeat I hope I'm not like this forever Guess we'll find out next December Why do we pick flowers? Instead of letting them grow Keep on counting hours To a deadline unknown Guess I'm just sad in December Hope no one remembers I picked flowers Instead of letting them grow END