I am a burden on everyone in my life I don't deserve anything I will be alone forever I will sit and watch everyone I know grow and love And get married while I sit alone and do nothing I am not a good person I am selfish I ruin everything with my own selfishness I will be alone when I die I long for a deep connection that I will never have I will never find love I will always be in a constant cycle of feeling like this I will always want more I will never be satisfied for more than a few months at a time I apologise to my friends I apologise to everyone I know ♪ I am selfish, angsty, and embarrassing I have become someone I hate I will never have a wife I will never have children I will visit my friends and meet their wives And husbands and children and feel a deep, ugly jealousy I will be alone I will die alone ♪ I will end up sad and alone And the only person to blame will be me I love you and I'm sorry for everything