I know that I made promises I couldn't keep Hurts me to this day but now I'm focused on the better me I can't find nobody with your energy Lovers how'd we turn into our enemies Burnt away the pictures and destroyed all of our memories I've been laying low, moving on to better things Always on the road, might give that bitch a wedding ring When you cross my mind I start craving hella sedatives I can't tell my scars apart got too much like a veteran Wonder what you did fuck me up so mentally My brother was your brother but now you love him sexually For Valentine's Day spent a brick on your necklace I know you still wear it, I wish that I kept it No, fuck it, just have it, I cannot regret it I said that I loved you, I know that I meant it Wish I could rewind to stare in your eyes To cherish those moments with you one more time I know that I lied a couple of times but I really thought that you'd end up my wife We don't talk no more I blocked all of your friends Some of them were mine how those friendships came to end Some of them were family now to me, they're kinda dead I gave them all my everything, they gave me none instead I try to flex when I see you doing better than me I'm not dying with dreams I'll make them all memories I know that I will succeed, yeah yeah I know that I will succeed, yeah I know that I made promises I couldn't keep Hurts me to this day but now I'm focused on the better me I can't find nobody with your energy Lovers how'd we turn into our enemies Burnt away the pictures and destroyed all of our memories I've been laying low, moving on to better things Always on the road, might give that bitch a wedding ring When you cross my mind I start craving hella sedatives