I want apple butter, picnic and wine All the time, yeah all the time But nothing turned out like I planned What happened, man? Man, what happened? I wanna go, go home, go home Sad incessant second guesses clawing at my mind again I'm analyzing every word, questioning my every step I made it this far, now these insecurities keep creeping in They gather round and smile at me like old familiar friends Half a block to go until I get back home Half a block away but it's miles before I'll know if this was worth it, if this was worth it If this was worth it They say if you're alive it's better to smile, so I'll try And tomorrow when I'm leaving I'll stop Myself from thinking, "where did I go wrong?" I know I had some reason for doing what I did Yeah, there's a reason that I'm in this place I wish I could remember, remember what it is It's only half a block to go until I get back home Half a block away but it's miles before I'll know if this was worth it It's only half a block to go until I get back home Half a block away but it's miles before I'll know if this was worth it All this time spent moving forward Going backwards in my mind Looking for a piece of something lost Terrified of what I'll find Half a block to go until I get back home Half a block away but it's miles before I'll know if this was worth it Half a block to go until I get back home Half a block away but it's miles before I'll know if this was worth it, if this was worth it