I don't know it's like I just can't help it Looks like I'm at it again Don't even know if I can feel sincerely Think my emotions are dead and I hate it So if you want to see what I see I can drag you along We'd be high for a while You can hate me like I hate me too This isn't the first time that I tried But it's just out of reach Now I'm starting to see I'm a trainwreck with a habit But I want to believe there's some good left in me Don't waste your time I'm bad news and I like it I'd ruin your life if you hold on There must be a reason That it always ends like this I go cold I go ghost And I stop giving a shit There must be something I wish I knew what You'll wish you never wasted your time on us But if you want to feel how I feel I can give you a taste You'd have the time of your life You will hate me like I hate me I can promise you This isn't the first time that I tried But it's just out of reach Now I'm starting to see I'm a trainwreck with a habit But I want to believe There's some good left in me Don't waste your time I'm bad news and I like it I'd ruin your life if you hold on I've got what's coming to me It's killing me She's killing me This isn't the first time that I tried But it's just out of reach Now I'm starting to see I'm a trainwreck with a habit But I want to believe There's some good left in me Don't waste your time I'm bad news and I like it I'd ruin your life if you hold on (If you hold on)