Well, I hate myself Hate that I'm sitting on top of your body Thinkin' 'bout somethin' else Fuckin' with my eyes shut Nowhere you touch me is enough To stop me, lookin' for a way out I've become that person Yeah, I'm selfish I'm weak and suddenly I hate the way you speak The way you eat me out I draw my curtain Yeah, it's harder to lie in the light I see you looking at me, waiting for me Well, I know I shouldn't be with you But I can't be bothered to be sad I'm so lonely next to your body Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad Hmm-mmm Funny how time changes your mind And you were once the best thing I ever had Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad Well, I hate myself I used to be fun and cool Now I don't fancy myself Pickin' up old fights Tryna make you hate me 'Cause I can't be straight When you ask if I'm alright Well, it's my problem Yeah I'm selfish I'm weak and suddenly I see I'm in to deep Gonna hurt to leave And I don't wanna solve it Even though you repulse me every time you love me And you look at me Waiting for me Well, I know I shouldn't be with you But I can't be bothered to be sad I'm so lonely next to your body Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad Hmm-mmm Funny how time changes your mind And you were once the best thing I ever had Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad ♪ Well, I know I shouldn't be with you But I can't be bothered to be sad I'm so lonely next to your body Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad Funny how time changes your mind And you were once the best thing I ever had Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah