Well, I hate myself
Hate that I'm sitting on top of your body
Thinkin' 'bout somethin' else
Fuckin' with my eyes shut
Nowhere you touch me is enough
To stop me, lookin' for a way out
I've become that person
Yeah, I'm selfish
I'm weak and suddenly
I hate the way you speak
The way you eat me out
I draw my curtain
Yeah, it's harder to lie in the light
I see you looking at me, waiting for me
Well, I know I shouldn't be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad
I'm so lonely next to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad
Hmm-mmm
Funny how time changes your mind
And you were once the best thing I ever had
Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad
Well, I hate myself
I used to be fun and cool
Now I don't fancy myself
Pickin' up old fights
Tryna make you hate me
'Cause I can't be straight
When you ask if I'm alright
Well, it's my problem
Yeah I'm selfish
I'm weak and suddenly I see I'm in to deep
Gonna hurt to leave
And I don't wanna solve it
Even though you repulse me every time you love me
And you look at me
Waiting for me
Well, I know I shouldn't be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad
I'm so lonely next to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad
Hmm-mmm
Funny how time changes your mind
And you were once the best thing I ever had
Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad
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Well, I know I shouldn't be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad
I'm so lonely next to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad
Funny how time changes your mind
And you were once the best thing I ever had
Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
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Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
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