Let me tell you guys A secret that I do not tell I'm feelin' sick I'm not feelin' well Let me show my insecurities Like it's show and tell I'm afraid of succeeding But I'm also afraid to fail People are telling me I'll never succeed But if I succeed I'll forever bleed I'll die on a throne Of all my bad deeds Or die in a fire Of my hopes and dreams These voices are talking The devil is knocking I'm trapped in a corner I'm yelling please stop it The boat keeps on rocking I'm prayin' for something But then it hit me My God stops at nothing, nah How can I believe in something That I cannot see How can I have faith When I can't even breathe How can I stay here When all I wanna do is leave But then I realized That my biggest enemy is (woo) How can I believe in something That I cannot see How can I have faith When I can't even breathe How can I stay here When all I wanna do is leave But then I realized That my biggest enemy is (woo) How can I stay here When all I wanna do is leave But then I realized That my biggest enemy is me Wake up in the morning Put me in a choke hold Fighting myself for my life Take a big blow Do it for the family Ima do it for my kinfolk You see this Show it off at a big show I don't know why, uh You would even come and try, uh I've had it up to here, Jaron I'm done with your lies, rah Why do you come to me With all these thoughts I feel like a target That keeps getting shot Put an "x" on my chest Cuz "x" marks the spot That means I'm a treasure And I'm worth a lot I'm seein' the laser I'm seein' the dot I'm seein' you got me I'm seein' I'm caught But why are you shakin' Did I not tell That I've already won I've already fought How can I believe in something That I cannot see How can I have faith When I can't even breathe How can I stay here When all I wanna do is leave But then I realized That my biggest enemy is me How can I believe in something That I cannot see How can I have faith When I can't even breathe How can I stay here When all I wanna do is leave But then I realized That my biggest enemy is me How can I stay here When all I wanna to do is leave But then I realized That my biggest enemy is me How can I believe in something That I cannot see How can I have faith When I can't even breathe How can I stay here When all I wanna do is leave But then I realized That my biggest enemy is me