Indisposed I wish I saw in photos What I feel in my soul I wish I could be beautiful I wish I had some Adderall Focus and forget it all Kill the clouds and drown the sun Bury it and everyone Forgets She exists Never heard of her Not a word ever But I'm Still chasing mirrors In my dreams Only place she's real it seems I wish that I could forget I wish I wouldn't regret The time that I never knew I lost Pink clouds obscuring the sun Set, Memories of a son get In the way like the window frost I wish cute makeup and clothing Could stop the door from closing Could be her longer than a night But when I see her again I'll make the mirror my friend Able to pierce through the morning light I wish that I could forget I wish I wouldn't regret The time that I never knew I lost Pink clouds obscuring the sun Set, Memories of a son get In the way like the window frost I wish that I could forget I wish I wouldn't regret The time that I never knew I lost