I seen some niggas change when some shit hit the fan
I'm going through some things that these niggas won't understand
My grandma died I cried cause I wish I could hold her hand
My grandfather died I got sad I cried because I wasn't there
Had to watch the funeral on FaceTime that shit really made me tear
And I'm grieving by myself because I know people do not care
And I don't think that they love me and that shit just made me scared
How you saying you my dog but talk down I'm not there
Man this life shit got hard when I lost Cesar man I swear
Used to share clothes now you talk about me man that shit weird
That shit hurt my heart when I can't call back
When I miss the calls from the jail
Hard a hard pass when I throw it back on that block I get chills
Had to make a bed out the floor
Man I swear to God this shit was too real
Man keke and my sister the ones that said slow down on them pills
I got steel with me I got nas with me ask them boys bout them thrills
You ever seen one of your big bros on the block turn into a junkie
You ever seen a nigga say he love you and change up for some money
One of my friends mom is a fiend and I wish him the best
My lil bro said he can't sleep the Same because he witnessed death
It be the ones that really love you that you help first
I told these niggas that I gotta put myself first
It hurt my heart when I heard Day-Day got to do nineteen
It hurt my heart when I seen my dog pop was on some pcp
It just led to that lil hoe made fuck up these bitches taxes
Man these bitches outta line they'll fuck you for some lashes
We got pistols in the v and you try it we'll wave them at the masses
I know a nigga that ain't do shit but he gangsta in his captions
I seen some niggas change when some shit hit the fan
I'm going through some things that these niggas won't understand
My grandma died I cried cause I wish I could hold her hand
My grandfather died I got sad I cried because I wasn't there
Had to watch the funeral on FaceTime that shit really made me tear
And I'm grieving by myself because I know people do not care
And I don't think that they love me and that shit just made me scared
How you saying you my dog but talk down I'm not there
Man this life shit got hard when I lost Cesar man I swear
Used to share clothes now you talk about me man that shit weird
That shit heart my heart when I can't call back
When I miss the calls from the jail
Hard a hard pass when I throw it back on that block I get chills