So much I wish I told you
(So much I wish I showed you)
I shoulda been there to console you
(I should been there just to hold you)
I'm not tryna open old wounds
(I'm not tryna open old wounds)
But these scarred for life
No matter wrong or right
You see these scars for life
You can't take them back
You know I miss your soul
I miss your soul
Yo was guiding light
In my darkest days
You would pray
That'd I be alright
I'm my darkest days
You would pray
That I fix my life
In my darkest days
You would pray
That I make it back
But you ain't make it back to me
You closed your eyes, now forever you gone sleep
This ain't how it's pose to be
I bought that Beamer but you never got to see
I gotta son that you never got to meet
You favorite songs I just put on repeat
You favorite songs I just put on repeat
Before I go to sleep
Just to see you in my dreams
I smoke a lot of weed
Lot of weed
Just to numb the pain
I smoke a lot of weed
Lot of weed
Cause it ain't same
I smoke a lot of weed
Lot of weed
Just to numb the pain
I smoke a lot of weed
Lot of weed
It's like Novocaine
So much I wish I told you
(So much I wish I showed you)
I shoulda been there to console you
(I should been there just to hold you)
I'm not tryna open old wounds
(I'm not tryna open old wounds)
But these scarred for life
No matter wrong or right
You see these scars for life
You can't take them back
But you ain't make it back to me
You closed your eyes, now forever you gone sleep
This ain't how it's pose to be
I bought that Beamer but you never got to see
I gotta son that you never got to meet
You favorite songs I just put on repeat
You favorite songs I just put on repeat
Before I go to sleep
Just to see you in my dreams
You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this
So much I wish I told you
(So much I wish I showed you)
I shoulda been there to console you
(I should been there just to hold you)
I'm not tryna open old wounds
(I'm not tryna open old wounds)
But these scarred for life
No matter wrong or right
You see these scars for life
You can't take them back