I've always wanted a family
I was willing to wait
But then you tried to force it out of me
And I didn't know better than to think
See, I was too caught up in the moment
And your words and body lured me in
Now I'm left having to face those indiscretions
Wondering where all my decency went
I wanted to be vulnerable and I think you did too
So I'm sure it was just a matter of time
Before I'd regret giving all of myself to you
Things that should have still been mine
Should have still been mine
I wanted someone who could know me
And you seemed to have that empathy
Well turns out that was more of a façade
But we still have more in common than you might think
See, I think that we're both deeply broken
And I toiled to help make you feel loved and mend
But man there's problems there that I worked too damn hard to fix
That made you too scared to commit
I feel the hardest part is looking back
And after everything, figuring out why I stayed
Trying to convince myself it was anything other than
That I honestly thought you were in love with me
Now I think you were more in love with your own senses
Or the kind of love you find in magazines
The kind you wont get just by latching on to someone new
Without humanity getting in the way
I wanted to be vulnerable and I think you did too
So I'm sure it was just a matter of time
Before I'd regret giving all of myself to you
Things that should have still been mine
Should have still been mine
Should have still been mine