Dead or alive is this a nightmare
If I want to survive will it cost my life
Saying goodbye is my worst fear, but I'm not turning
Back to a time when it was unclear
If the demons inside were either wrong or right
A hostage inside of my own mind, but I'm not turning back
I'm not turning back
I can hear the sirens sounding
I can feel the fire burning
I'll make myself the aftermath
I can see the ashes falling
But I know the rain is coming
I'll break myself
I'll make myself the aftermath
Keep pulling me down, but I'm relentless
They want me to drown, but I can fight all day
Spinning around into nothing, but I'm not slipping
Down in the grave that they made me
Where nobody wants to be the one to bleed
Less is the name that they gave me, but I'm not slipping down
I'm not slipping down
I can hear the sirens sounding
I can feel the fire burning
I'll make myself the aftermath
I can see the ashes falling
But I know the rain is coming
I'll break myself
I'll make myself the aftermath
The Aftermath
Dead or alive is this a nightmare
If I want to survive will it cost my life
Saying goodbye is my worst fear
But I'm not turning
No I'm not turning back
I'll break myself to make myself
I can hear the sirens sounding
I can feel the fire burning
I'll make myself the aftermath
I can see the ashes falling
But I know the rain is coming
I'll break myself
I'll make myself
I'll make myself the aftermath