I take my shirt off in front of others I slouch it by my former lover It's the first time in a while Peanut butter and some bread with water Dripping down my glasses I am lakeside until we drive Then somehow we get pulled over We drive along and I smell Honeysuckle floating through the air This is the scent of when I was Young and played outside and thought I Was alone Speechless in the car I tell myself Not of think about the pointlessness of it all I have a job, I have some friends and each week I start it all over again I start it all over again I start it all over again