I don't think there's anybody left to save me Barricaded in my head and I can't break free I fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy I say goodnight to rising suns but it don't phase me I been up and I been down I feel em both I got nothing left to stop myself from sinking, I don't float I been craving something more, why can't i back what I promote Am I creating value, nope, and I been running low on hope So let's pretend that I control whats in my skin Like I'm falling back in line without a care of tearing thin If I hit the hay I'll meet tomorrow with an honest grin But I'm too terrified of shaking so I'll stay awake in sin Let me breathe, capture air, I exhale and don't ask why Because I know that any breath could be my last before I die Maybe one day I'll be fine and I can write just what I like But until then imma ground myself in fear before I cry And I don't know if I'll survive the static in my sleep But imma go until I find the undertow that pulls me deep Imma let it take me out and bring my body to the sea And when it rots, imma drop and watch my bones become the reef And I don't think that anyone can save me Been barricaded in my head and I can't break free I fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy I say goodnight to rising suns but it don't phase me