I'm so sorry that I don't know what to say
And I know I do my best to try and be there every day
I'm a fucking piece of shit, and that's all that I'll really say
'Cause I'm too proud to admit that I will never be okay
I never thought it'd come to this, I always thought we'd be just fine
I never thought you'd think of leaving 'cause you said you're always mine
But I don't blame you, I'm a fuck up, and I have no fucking spine
I'm not a man, I'm just a boy, I know you're sick of how I whine
I always thought I'd be okay to be right there for someone else
But I'm too fucked in the brain to show you how I really felt
I know it hurt when I was absent and made you feel by yourself
I try my hardest, but I know it ain't enough to even help
'Cause I fuck up every day, and I don't know what to say
Only when I feel too much, yeah, but then it goes away
And I really hate the way that I'm probably all the same
Even worse than all the people that you ran from anyway
Fuck
What do I do? (What do I do?)
I'm pushing everyone away, but I could never say I thought it'd be you (Thought it'd be you)
We're fucked
All because of me (All because of me)
I wanna be just what you need, but I got issues in my head you can't see
Yeah (Yeah)
"So why don't you tell me?"
Never learned how to speak (Never learned to speak)
I'm trying to believe (Trying to believe)
We'll be okay after this mess