Am I in Heaven do I reside in hell No in-between girl can't you tell I've been been under a darker kind of spell So go and make my own heart melt Swear your all I fucking need Saw me weak and saw me bleed Heard me grind down my teeth Patterns stay on repeat I could fall 500ft All we know is guaranteed I'm in other galaxies Stars and eyes lie underneath All you see or saw in me Cover up anxiety Try to climb when it's steep On a drip and it leaks I could die with my headphones on my head You could die just to feel that love again Always see through the lies Just a young infected mind I've got fucking white on white You can call another time Made me sit and wonder why Could I make it all align Take my body redesign Death and life is intertwined