Hey, it's me
I just want to let you know that
I still love you
And I haven't loved anyone as much as I do love you
It does hurt
Check the clock, 2 am and I can't sleep
Scrollin' through our photo album just to see our last week
Ghosts up in my bed like you were laying in them last week
Counting faces in my head like what you said is on repeat
I hope you feel the same in the morning
I hope you feel the same in the morning
I hope you feel the same in the morning
I hope you feel the same in the morning
She said it's over like it couldn't be
Who knew it'd end so cowardly
Can't look me in the eyes
Guess my stare is so damn heavenly
Her kisses on my neck used to show my love so publicly
I miss her on my chest
Like my heart, that's where it used to be
I've sown it on my vest
Crawls away just like a centipede
I always tried my best
Even that just wasn't good enough
She came through to confess
Locked her up and threw away the key
Depression will infest
Hang me up just like a center piece
Eroding at my brain
Like she try and put the blame on me
But I never claimed to be
The one you wanted me to be
Going through the motions
But I feel fucking emotionless
A minute to get mad, then I'll get back to destruction
My head is blowing up just like a volcanic eruption
I'm always fucking up like an NES corruption
Blowing down the ounces like I blow away my brain
I get out to escape from what's causing all this pain
Friends and substance I abuse
In hopes to keep me all together
Cause without them I would fucking die
Nobody lasts forever
Like I said
I hope that maybe we can maybe see each other every now and then
But, as far as a relationship goes
It just can't work
This will probably be for the better
Check the clock, 2 am and I can't sleep
Scrollin' through our photo album just to see our last week
Ghosts up in my bed like you were laying in them last week
Counting faces in my head like what you said is on repeat
I hope you feel the same in the morning
I hope you feel the same in the morning
I hope you feel the same in the morning
I hope you feel the same in the morning
I hope you feel the same in the morning
Cause I don't feel the same way any more bitch
I'm a ghost watch the rain while it's pouring
2am I need you but you're snoring
I need rest prefer a death bed
I need a hollow tip to penetrate my chest
I need to leave maybe then you'd be impressed
Too far gone Imma sleep on the grass
I stay lone and I hate it (I hate it, I hate it)
But your lips I still taste (Still taste them)
Like come back I'll buy you a gucci bag
You can play your games if you let me hold your hand
Please don't
(Please don't break my heart)
Ohh please don't
Well is this not enough of destruction
My body is sick of convulsing