I'm a disaster I'm goin' thru ut Move faster Push thru ut But im plastered to my bed Can't escape that silent dread I'm awake but i feel dead Guess I'm lost inside my head Serotonin's synonymous With the worst parts in all of us I don't care if every letter in this makes Me wrong I wear my pain like a sweater I been better Won't be for too long And if it looks like forever Don't forget that Nothings everlorg Baby u got me tetheted I'm anxious, whatever Pop it into a song Take me for the monent Let me stay tonight Fuck me or whatever Love me, it feels so right You can't shake me Been ballin lately My old friends hate me I'm goin' crazy Look into my eyes Tell me if it's real Cpt sad on the mic That a real big deal Time will tell If all these lies went well Keep it inside my cells Left underneath my nails Imma mess and that's mever gunna change Without the pills, needin' something to arrange The world is fallin' around I think the death is callin' I see ur smile And drown But I'm just gettin' started.