10 missed calls Didn't even hear the phone ring I really thought that I left that in the old me Why're your eyes always red She still walks through my head Good God I've been feelin' so unholy When I fall, I know no one's there to hold me If thats all to be said, you can load up the lead Why're your eyes always red She still walks through my head If thats all to be said, you can load up the lead Spent my last 12 months, tryna make a couple bucks Running from my loved ones, I've been hiding From the life I knew once, to the shit I do now You cant even hear the sound if I'm crying Long night smoking blunts, til the sun comes up I've been faded on my own and I don't give a fuck If the neighbours gon watch, take a pic too It's all good, they wont ever get what we do 10 missed calls Didn't even hear the phone ring I really thought that I left that in the old me Why're your eyes always red She still walks through my head Good God I've been feelin' so unholy When I fall, I know no one's there to hold me If thats all to be said, you can load up the lead