Yo
Lately I've been colder
Shouts to all my friends that ain't there when they see me falter
You know that I was writing this weekend, I couldn't call ya
They preying on my weakness like they speaking to me vulture
I'm grateful for the backin'
My day ones concrete to my feet when they see me crackin'
Damn, you know they fuck with my steez when we talk fabric
That's why I keep my sheets in a bag underneath my mattress
I'ma write until I'm emerald
Even when they finna act like I don't care at all
I got my demons underneath me tryna see me fall
You wonder why I keep my speaking to a minimal
But lately I've been colder
Tryna think of any other reason to be home, but
I can see 'em creeping on my ceiling when I'm blue
(Now I'm only dreamin' when it's you)
Yo
There's me thinking that we wouldn't melt
You were so O to my OGs when I showed you around
You were so show with the same clothes and a comb in your mouth
You were so froze to me now you're colder and holding me down
It's four and I'm at your front door wonderin' if you're up
You told me, "Be cool," and I kept my mouth shut
I wait for a minute and wonder if you were down for the fussin'
Maybe I think of you lately, maybe that's why I'm so fucked
(It's not the...)
It's not the same as before, like, my eyes weren't jaded
I'm seeing green like I burn papers and turn vacant
Stern facing I sit across on the curb waitin'
Throwin' stones at your window until I heard rainin'
Lately I've been cold
Tryna think of any other reason you ain't home
I can see 'em creepin' all around me and it's true
Now I'm only dreamin' when it's you