Dear Mom I was always, mad, sad and angry Like, more angry than anything 'Cause what kid doesn't their mom in their life? Any-any-any kid would feel that type of way God, damn, I don't wanna cry *Clears throat* Any child would wanna be with their mother And seeing her go through so many things, fighting the addictions And, everytime I would see her she'd be like "Jazz, forgive me" And I used to tell her "I forgave you already, It's- I'm just so angry because I wish things turned out differently" The love of a mother is irreplaceable, You can't get that from no one else, I was adopted but I still don't feel- The same love that my mother, the one that birthed me, gave me So if there's anything I could tell her, it's that I forgive I've been forgave you I just wish that you could've made different Decisions 'cause you were-were a beautiful strong lady Strong woman, smart But this was all part of God's plan and he makes no mistakes