Darling, I ain't gone I ain't gonna spend another minute while I'm home Even if you leave, I ain't gonna bleed I ain't gonna be the only one that's left alive Even if you hide, and even if I'm high I ain't gonna be the only one sitting dry Now, pain is on my side, but it never left my side If you ever by my side, baby never leave my side I tell her that I'm going, she said baby where you going? Going outside with these people, for what I'm just going for a drive Being outside made me feel alive, so what I tell her mama I ain't home I ain't gonna spend another minute alone So fuck it, fuck it And darling I ain't dead I'm just living by a rhythm in my head So what? What? I'm a long way from home now Don't know what time I'm coming home now If you ever hear me try to hear me If you ever hear me try to hear me I'm a long way from home now Don't know what time I'm coming home now If you ever hear me try to hear me If you ever hear me try to hear me Darling I ain't gone I ain't gonna spend another minute alone I've alone long I ain't gonna spend another minute not stoned I hate her when I ain't stoned That's cause when I feel alone You the only one that I want That's cause when I keep on coming down You're the only one that I want And if you ain't the only one around You're still the only one I want Proven to you Darlin' I ain't dead And I ain't gonna make you live by the rhythm in my head All red, the doors and the walls I ain't gonna live by the bible or the laws All dead, the girls and the dolls I ain't gonna go to school to follow their rules All said I'm a long way from home now Don't know what time I'm coming home now If you ever hear me try to hear me If you ever hear me try to hear me I'm a long way from home now Don't know what time I'm coming home now If you ever hear me try to hear me If you ever hear me try to hear me Gone for long Holding on, I'm holding on Holding on, I'm holding on Gone for long Holding on, I'm holding on Holding on, I'm holding on Gone for long, gone for long That's right, that's right God can you hear me Picture how you clear enough Now I say I can see clearly Gone for long I'm a long way from home now Don't know what time I'm coming home now If you ever hear me try to hear me If you ever hear me try to hear me I'm a long way from home now Don't know what time I'm coming home now If you ever hear me try to hear me If you ever hear me try to hear me