Wish I could promise you a New York apartment Kinda like the one from your favorite show Floor to ceiling windows We don't care who's watching New furniture on floors of old Yeah, that's how we'd do it - that's how we'd do it But I'm scared of doing things I don't know So I tear my hair out, rip my skin, Lay stone cold on porcelain Before I give it just a minute of my time I'm caught in circles, running thin My reeboks are caving in How much longer of my life will I be chasing? Wish I knew everything that was gonna happen And wish it wouldn't fuck with my head Just wanna be young and in love, Not worry if I ordered my coffee Weird this morning, That's so boring So I tear my hair out, rip my skin, Lay stone cold on porcelain Before I give it just a minute of my time I'm caught in circles, running thin My reeboks are caving in How much longer of my life will I be chasing? Just wanna be young and in love, Just wanna be young and be loved, Just wanna be young and in love, Wish I could promise you a New York apartment I'm just getting started